im sad. dont want to go.. dont make me go. i wont.

im goin to miss everyone so bad. ill be in hell and everyone will forget. i may be gone for years, you never know this shit. i hate it already. i dont want to go. i dont want people to care, its stupid. i just dont wanna go..

oh and wow, aldan suddenly cares about me. isnt that some special shit..

.... anyways. i had my last day out with sarah and samanfer, went to some soccer games.. got some pictures and.... oh we went and baught some binkies and flamigoes and all the fabulous shit you can imagine. we had a lot of fun today.. now ima be lost not knowing when ill be able to have fun with my friends again. i dont want to go. but life sucks and then you go places and stuff....... oo im out of it. its like 3 in the morning but i dont want to sleep.. tomarows a scarrybear ass day.

but im guna cause i can, and im just cafine-free like that so byebye and ima miss you